There are often times when i wonder if what i do makes a difference at all. Whether it be work or relationships, sometimes it feels as if no matter what i say or do, i am invisible. Don't get me wrong. I'm not asking to be put on a pedestal. Gawd... i wouldn't be able to cope with the pressure. :P

Yes MM, i also ask myself the same question - would i be missed if i'm not here anymore? Not talking about kaput.. fizz...elek. But the simple if i'm not around for the day/week/month. Would my absence be felt? Or will people just carry on.. business as usual..obladi oblada.

It's nice to be needed sometimes isn't it? Knowing that you are capable of making someone's day better... perhaps their moments a little sweeter. ;) I know i definitely have some people like those in my life. Not because they are fantastic heroes who can read my mind or say the right things at the right time. (though i suspect some of them do ;P) But i guess it's the ability to get along... to lend an understanding ear.. to laugh with me.

Be it client, colleague or friend... they all make a difference to me. YES that includes you MM, coz u listen to me bitch ALL the time!

Now where the hell are you? Why are you on leave when i'm still working?!?! Hahahahaha...