I am defeated

Sometimes when put in a situation, we wish we were at the other side.

Ain't the grass always greener on the other side?

This game, its hard to control. I dislike.

If i could have it my way, i'll play by my rules.

But its never gonna happen.

Embracing this game with much care, its for self protection.

Hurt once is enough. At least i have loved once.

But it is never enough. Never enough for me.

It hardened at that instant he uttered 'i probably don't love you enough'

So whats the use putting your heart, mind and soul in the game?

I am defeated.