What do i do with you?

Estatic when i saw your name blinking on the phone screen, i barely expected it.
The mind told the heart, probably its nothing. Take the chill pill.
When your voice came through, my heart skipped a beat.
After the conversation, you left me dumbfounded.
I couldn't gather what was mentioned, and what just happened.
All i know, i just want to hold you close and tell you its alright.
You left me wondering in the wilderness all these while
My thoughts left unnoticed, my heart left unwanted
Even though you sat right next to me, you felt like miles away.
All i do now is wait, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to move out from your bloody comfort zone.
Won't you take a chance?

I can't call you dumb cause your IQ is probably higher than mine and highly educated.
I can't call you stupid cause you're a top notch entrepreneur
I can't call you idiotic cause and people perceived you as a gentleman, you're just not.
I can't call you psycho cause you don't have a mental illness.
I can just call you a 'man' which summarized it all.

What do i do with you?